I want to see the bright side on everything, and the silver lining on every cloud. I know its up to me to make myself happy, but really some days are harder to put a smile on. I just want to be good enough for once in my life. I hope heart was made from metal. and feels can just flow like water. I know pain is a part on growing. I know scars are the symbol of strength. I know what is meant to be will eventually be and when everything goes wrong the best thing that I can do is just keep going. but for now all that are just like a piece of shit. pretty words can't just simply makes me happy. I'm not going to smile like nothing is wrong, talk like everything perfect, act like it's all a dream, and pretend it's not hurting me. I just want to be fckin happy again. but I don't think I know how to anymore. life is tough, and I am no longer tougher.
sorry for sharing no good vibe. sometimes people need space to express feels and pull of the torn that gripped their heart, right?